I love you Rush Limbaugh…no, really

October 16th, 2009

I love Rush LimbaughI’m just going to come right out and say it. I love you Rush Limbaugh. After many years of despising your every word and cursing your every move, I’ve finally realized that my deep feelings for you aren’t hate, but love. I think my turn of heart came when I realized that your callousness and intolerance are simply the way you protect some raw nerve that sits deep in your soul. Somewhere along the lines you learned that the best way to protect yourself from the pain of being Rush Limbaugh was to turn your animosity outwards on the world around you. I see it now and I’m sorry I didn’t see it sooner. The moral superiority that you claim God gave you made you feel a little less insignificant in the world. Finally, after all the years of feeling sad and empty inside, you were superior and the mere convenience of not being held into account by anyone other than your spiritual guide seems almost too perfect an excuse to give up. It should have been right there for me to see. The radical weight shifts, the prescription drugs, lashing out at people more successful than you; all meant to fill the void of being a sad person with a closet full of regret. Sure, you’re financially successful and you’ve definitely carved out a niche for yourself in a world that rewards a seething animosity for anything outside your narrow vision of good, but I’m wondering if you might be a happier person if you just had a little love in your life. So, while it was hard for me to come to terms with, I finally recognize that hatred for you will only make you stronger—almost like a violent storm that gains strength over warm waters. You and your cohorts will continue to prosper financially by feeding on your flock and burning the fields with your vitriol, but I truly hope, on your death bed, you’re able to look back on your life and feel as if you made this world a better place.

Love,
Charlie

Crushing Capitalism

October 6th, 2009

I grew up watching a terrible red menace threatening communism and socialism on the world. Everything that it stood for was evil and to be feared and anyone that attempted to recognize the good within the bad was vilified, called names and, ultimately, discredited as a sympathizer. I grew up with the idea that pure, unbridled capitalism was the great, untainted system that the world could depend on to deliver us all from the evils of tyrants and darkness.

But I’m not so sure anymore.

It’s easier for me to say than I would have once imagined. Over my short life, I’ve made a science out of self-reflection and it’s integral to how I operate. I always make mistakes and have frequently said the wrong thing and frequently, to put it simply, not looked before I leapt. But I’ve almost always recognized that I was mistaken and tried to reconcile or do better the next time. For this reason, it amazing how difficult it is to fathom that other ways of doing things aren’t necessarily total collapses in reason, but could, quite possibly offer us the perfect solution to many of our problems.

We’ve been watching for decades as the experiment of capitalism has taken a fledgling democracy into a thriving and rich society for many. From America’s inception, the dreams of many a small farmer or immigrant to better themselves has been in full flourish. At first, the rules were simple, you find it, you claim it, you exploit it and you prosper. Capitalism had almost driven the buffalo from total existence while we moved west. Capitalism made many white landowners very rich on the backs of slaves. Capitalism drove the natives from the lands so that Americans could make better use of them. And in the more recent past, capitalism has continued to offer a certain level of prosperity for enough of us to remain docile, while there’s been a staggering accumulation of wealth by the few through oil, the military industrial complex, healthcare and the financial markets, just to mention a few. These few are the great scientists of capitalism and, have over many decades, built up their arsenals, in the form of congressional coffers, to effectively run government in their favor (on both sides of the aisle).

Surprisingly, this is in no way meant to be my way to dissuade from capitalism. I make my living in a free-market and am very happy that I’ve been given the opportunity to run my own business and make my own money and support myself through a system that rewards talent, diligence and ingenuity. Where I part ways with capitalism is when it begins to reward unbridled greed over the greater good for society. For example, The Supreme Court is currently debating a case that questions wether or not government can create legislation that makes it unlawful to sell videos of people crushing small, living animals with their feet for people’s viewing pleasure. The question for the court is wether or not this legislation would infringe on freedom of speech. The question for the producer of these videos, I assume, is more about being able to make money off of a defenseless animal’s agony and ultimate death.

I’m a bit stunned.

Is this as good as we can do as a society? Have we created a system that is so uncontrollable via greed, that we can’t recognize the inherent evil in it? Is it possible that many of the aforementioned industries have been so focused on filling their pockets with as much cash as possible, that they’ve neglected, even crushed and abused, the society that has made them possible?

It’s O.K. to recognize that we can do better. If that’s Socialism or Communism, then so be it, but I would be willing to bet that mixing in a bit of policy that was created to serve and protect the people that built this nation on their backs, was without a profit motive and recognized that privilege is not only for the few at the top might not be a bad thing for America.

Societal Self-Reflection….cha, right.

October 1st, 2009

I feel a bit over it. I’ve been on a roller coaster of emotion for the past year and a half. I campaigned my ass off for Obama, watched as the negativity drenched the airwaves with back and fourths between dem on dem, pub on dem, dem on pub, pundit on pundit and so on. And then, after all our hard work, knocking on doors, calling and campaigning, we finally got our man elected and I felt vindicated over all of the “good luck with that” comments that had finally been proven cynical. It was a moment of complete faith in humanity and I was proud to know that I had help to usher in a new age.

It was a bit sad to wake up nine months later and realize that I had been dreaming.

In my naivete, I had neglected to see that the sharp dividing lines had merely been blurred for a moment by the exhaustion of a long campaign. Nonetheless, I felt motivated, rejuvenated and ready to get down to business. We had a depression to avert, a drunken financial system to regulate, a war to wind down and one to reassess and recommit to. There was a broken healthcare system, a crumbling infrastructure and a devastating addiction to oil that had America dealing in the back alleys of the world for another hit. Iran was threatening the world with nuclear war, schools had cut PhysEd and other curriculum because of underfunding, obesity ran rampant from a food chain built on a high calorie, low content menu; there was a a bit of mending fences with the world and, last but not least, there was taking back just a little bit of control from the corporatocracy that has slimed its way into every nook and cranny of our elected officials lives and voting records. In other words, our plates were full and we were finally going to change the world. We had all dreamed it from when we were wee pups, but now was our time to do it.

Shame on me for being so idealistic. Idiot. The real shame is that these last months have made me sour. I’m sick of it. I don’t feel beaten necessarily. i don’t feel defeated. I still have faith that many of the things I’ve pushed for will become reality, but I’ve lost a bit of faith in humans. I’ve been watching Ken Burn’s documentary series “The National Parks” recently. It’s been such a pleasant distraction. The constant, mindless and pompous chatter of pundits on both sides, the disrespectful, and hateful sneers and jeers from both political camps have finally taken their toll on me. I’ve been constantly asking myself if this is what I worked so hard for? Will waiting patiently for my fellow man to try to be better be a good use of my time? Or should I just tune out the noise and do what I know is best in hopes that the man yelling me down in a town hall will see what he’s done and try to reconcile? It would be the neighborly thing to do.

There’s got to be self-reflection, right? Everyone goes home in the evening, and eventually realizes that maybe they were a little emotional. Maybe things were said that reflected poorly on themselves and, maybe, just maybe, they feel a little guilty about those things. We eventually realize that, no matter our political objectives, respect is more important than any healthcare bill could ever be and that being quality human beings trumps all, right?

This is what I’m struggling with. Is this where we are as a culture? Has our own intolerant and spoiled wants trumped our basic principles of respect? Or are my thoughts being invaded by blatherers that are merely twisting my idea of reality? Are we still a good people, with the goal of advancing our society for a common good or are we turning into angry, greedy and self-centered society? Somebody please let me know. Because if it’s the latter, I’m headed into the woods. You can have at it.

Racism? I’m just saying

September 18th, 2009

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Eptiome of Classless Warfare

September 15th, 2009

Bury Obamacare with KennedyWhile I don’t understand it and I don’t condone it, I can understand bringing out the swastikas and hitler mustaches to make an extreme point of view. It’s almost a comedy so extreme, you feel as if you’re watching a particularly over-the-top episode of South Park. The town goes completely mad, everyone buys machine guns, dildos rain down from a vagina shaped mountain and Cartman shows up at school in black face in protest. But when a man has dedicated his entire life to trying to make everyday people’s lives better with law after law after law, spent more time mourning the loss of those close to him than most of us ever will and topped it off with a fight with terminal cancer, have some fucking respect. You may disagree with many, if not all his policies. Maybe his lifestyle wasn’t to your liking since you live such a brilliant, sinless existence. Maybe he drank too much and didn’t fit your idea of what a politician should be, but have just a little fucking respect. Remember this when you show up to your own funeral, if you’ve lived a life half as dedicated to others well being as Teddy Kennedy, than you did pretty well. If your only claim to fame was coming up with the phrase “Bury Obamacare with Kennedy”, your existence on this earth was a total loss and you should apologize to the world for taking up space.

adj. fringey

September 15th, 2009

Also, can be used as a noun to describe a person.
i.e. Joe sure is a fringer.

”Teabaggers“ or “ELF” isn’t even close to a good representation of what’s out here folks..

Did Glenn Beck Really Do This?

September 11th, 2009

Ahhhhh, fun with rumors. It’s a bit harsh, but I think it’s an interesting study in ridiculousness…

From the re-posters….
“Notice: This site is parody/satire. We assume Glenn Beck did not rape and murder a young girl in 1990, although we haven’t yet seen proof that he didn’t. But we think Glenn Beck definitely uses tactics like this to spread lies and misinformation.”

DidGlennBeckRapeAndMurderAYoungGirlIn1990.com

Rep. Joe Wilson—Be Embarrassed South Carolina

September 9th, 2009

Rep. joe WilsonIt’s one thing to distort and lie and believe the voices in your head that tell you that you matter to America, but you Representative Joe Wilson of South Carolina, should be embarrassed. At what point in your feeble existence did you get the idea that disrespect that you showed tonight is acceptable. Did your Mommy not raise you right? Did you miss the civics class that taught civility? You are EXACTLY what is wrong with our newly vitriolic system of divisiveness and hate. Pull yourself together and apologize to the American people for your blatant disregard for 100s of years of tradition and respectful discourse. Democrats have many times been equally as disrespectful and shame on them, but it’s unprecedented to have an elected official call the President of the United States a liar in a joint session of Congress.

Calming Political Waters

September 8th, 2009

It seems that the more I get in touch with my “everyday-on-the-street-energy”, the more I see the extreme points of view in politics fading from legitimacy. I was so angry with people yelling down alternative points of view in the healthcare debate that I felt stubborn and unyielding. And then, after much thought, I just kind of felt sorry for the right. They’ve been hijacked by the people who live at their edges.

If we can get beyond the talking heads and the media born controversies, imagine what we can actually get done. So many in our media today are feeding the fires of malcontent to feed their advertising bottom lines. At what point do people start to shut down and realize that their willing acceptance of these fallacies do nothing but drum up a nasty little feeling in our guts without giving us the hope to truly reach solutions that we can all be happy with (or somewhat happy). If everyone’s happy, the legislation didn’t do anything.

The more I watch Obama, the more I realize what his strategy is. Let them scream, let them pout, let them lie and distort. In the morning, everyone wakes up, grabs their head and realizes that they acted like real asses the night before.

The New Civil War

September 4th, 2009

When I have fleeting thoughts of my son fighting a new civil war and I find myself as saddened as I have been at the state of the nation as of late, my heart drops a bit. I’ve never felt this way before. After years of rebelling against my parents and trash talking a government that I truly didn’t understand, I’m finally at a point where I know enough that I have to begin to question wether or not this is the beacon that I’ve always been told it is. I’m sorry mom and dad. I know that you’ve always wanted me to simply believe and to blindly honor a place and a time when this country’s people stood up for what was right and fought back a true evil in the world. I really want it to be those times again. When we were met with a common cause that challenged us all to look beyond our differences and do what was right, not only for ourselves, but for what was good for humanity.

Now, as a nation, we again face great, great challenges. We’ve been driven down the road of financial ruin by pure greed, we’ve been faced with a movement of people that want to see the downfall of America through religious extremism, we’ve used war as a way to protect our energy interests under the veil of protecting the American people from WMD, we’ve faced a long period of great, almost perverse, prosperity for the priviledged while many suffer among us, we’ve been lied to by our own government over and over and over again, we’ve been manipulated by media and special interests, and now, with all of these things still looming on the horizon, we turn on each other with vitriol and our own brand of extremism. It scares me.

With all of pain in this country already, we seem determined to pour salt in our own wounds. My ideas of right and wrong may be very different than many out there. I choose not to depend on some brand of moral or financial superiority to form my ideas on the policies I support, but I know that many out there do. My challenge to that is just that—a respectful challenge. What hurts my heart is when a minority of people are capable of so much fear and hatred that they are willing to destroy any attempt to move our country into a more sustainable and responsible direction simply because their ideology doesn’t allow shades of gray. It reminds me of the Taliban. It reminds me of Al Qaeda. And it embarrasses me to no end.

This is where I fight with my own sense of patriotism. I see people on my T.V. that scream at their fellow citizen because they don’t agree with them, carry machine guns to Presidential events, and in general, look like loons. I hear people on the radio blatantly use the airwaves to lie to their listeners in order to accomplish their narrow vision of the country. I read numerous comments on Facebook that sound more like radical extremism than a dialogue that would make the founding fathers proud. Am I supposed to be like this in order to be a patriotic citizen? Do I have to reduce myself to childish tactics in order to be heard? Will, what I worked SO hard to accomplish, be diminished by a hateful fringe that simply wants failure?

If this is what we’ve been reduced to as a country, I don’t want anything to do with it. If, as a country we are so weak and ignorant as to allow these things to happen, I can only shake my head as the lion is reduced to a cowardly cat. But if we’re truly as great of a nation as we claim, cooler, more moderate heads will prevail, and we’ll rise to the occasion to face down the tremendous challenges that we face as a united people, push the fringe to the fringe, and bring the conversation back to a place that doesn’t put fear and hatred before tolerance and cooperation.